Still On My Own Time...

Im not a fussy eater... never have been one... i'd eat anything dats halal, of course... but dis few days i haven't been feeling too well, so i have no appetite... even if i ate, it was to appease the peeps around me so they won't worry... the nitemares are back... dunno why but they are back... and i'm losing this battle of trying to upkeep a positive outlook... i'm crumbling inside and nobody noes... wish i could turn back time but i can't... somebody HELP me!